Monday, April 23

Exams Finished!

On April 21, 2012 - I bade goodbye to the last exam of my Bachelor's life! (Insha-Allah)

Having slept only 18 hours in the whole week, I'm glad I can finally sleep now! (Not much because relatives are home, but oh well :))

My papers were bad but I'm hoping I all clear. Marks don't really matter, trust me.

No more writing exams, that thought is really elusive, you guys!

Let my feelings be described:

When I thought, "Only one more exam to go" I was like:

When I submitted my paper to the supervisor, I was like 

When Faraz and I met outside the gate after the papers, we were like

When the Homosexuality Movement in my center was outside the center, he was like

(I'm not even kidding)

Faraz and Fahad stared at him like

Friends at College were like

One of the girls among them was like

Seeing that Me, Azra and Sarah were like

but still Azra and Sarah were like

and I was like

Still I am bounded by the question, "What Next?" but then I am going to put it off for a while. In this moment, I'm happy (slightly nervous) but then still happy. 

You stay fabulous.


Curry /bye

Wednesday, April 11

It takes Courage

Living is a very tough job to do. Especially if you want to live at the top. First there is climbing it up from the bottom and then there's balancing at that tip. There are others in this world who are climbing and they seem better too.

It's bothersome, I actually just had a crying session on this. There's so much pressure, mostly that I put on myself and it's easier to convince a friend than it is to trust yourself. I don't know how people even do it?

My mom says I'm worried because I'm a scorpion.

'The scorpion symbolizes the personality-centered SCORPIO.  She engages in a dance of death for total ego supremacy over everyone'

Won't deny it. This is partly correct. It's tough for me to think of someone who can be better at something I am best at. So many people have tried to change my mind but it's just bothersome. It's easier said than done. Is there anyone out there who actually understands what I'm going through? The invisible pressure I'm feeling?

I want to let go. To breathe and be like my 'lol i don't care' self. I want to just be happy, you know?

You don't know. And this post has no purpose.

Go study bros. We should study. Not studying is what has got me here.