Friday, April 15

It's so quiet

Sometimes its good to look out through a window at night or maybe take a stroll. Night time has always amused me. Stories say that this time of the day is for the unseen things that exist with you. That's why the dogs howl, trees whisper and the birds hide in their nests


How could God save a time, as lovely as after midnight for the spirits? He could've given them the day, anyway the sun doesn't scare you and then we could have the night all to ourselves. Playing, Dancing, Singing all under moon light.

Thinking about it gives me chills and how the light warmth from the moon feels like a blanket around me. If we had this time to us, if we could sleep during the day- I wonder how different our lives would've been?

Or maybe I'm reading too much of Dark Novels. HaHa

Until Night Beckons,
/bye Currie

Sunday, April 10

A Picture is worth a Thousand Words. NOT, Especially if they're Mine.


It's been a while since I've been blamed for a number of things concerning my pictures. I tried to smile at them, telling people that it's just a captured moment, maybe it was a lucky one for me and saying other stupid things to lowball myself to suit the esteem of others.

I've become so confused now, I hardly know what to believe. A picture, my mirror or just find my reflection in words of other people of how they see me.

A picture could lie- smart photographers have discovered 'angles'
A mirror could lie - a part of my head must've created an illusion of me to how i see, maybe I would self adjust or the mirror could be the Convex type

The only thing I'm left to believe is the words of others because my other two options are possible liars.

I have really succumbed to this. "Gosh, you're looking so good! so different! so unlike you!" and various derivatives of the same sentence that I'm afraid of meeting new people I first find online and my beginning statements to them begin with "haha.. my dp is deciving! :P :P" the end teasers and the haha start is what I add so that my words appear light and silly unlike my true feelings of despair and half-heartedness.


I'm sorry I look different in pictures but honestly, it's unintentional. I've never tried to hide who I am, I've hardly ever edited- they're just straight from the folder (apart 4m the CID one and a few other obvious ones, you can make out) but never otherwise.


I don't know if that's a good thing or bad but it's definitely acting up on my disadvantage list. My pictures coming out different than I am, or as I am said.


I'm sorry I don't mean to fool you. It's just.. I promise I hate it too, whatever the stupid phenomenon is. I'll try to make it go away.


A Picture is worth a thousand words, they say. Mine are worth a thousand screams and my attempts to look as much myself as I can which means showing off ugly as if she's worth the princess' crown. And I actually do that but still I don't get said that's how I am.


I'm lost in the tunnel that has light at the other end. Running towards the light has only made it go farther. I'm 19, so grown up; so childish still I don't know what I look like.


Mirror Mirror on the Wall, are you true? Or you lie to them all?



Saturday, March 26

New, Rare and Awkward

I made a horrible decision today. I gave soft and sad romantic songs a chance. The fault was totally of my ex-crush, why did he had to show up in MY Society, near MY House, around MY Playground with a girl and well, in ways she was better than me :-/ but only in 2 departments, I should add. She didn't look smart for sure.

Enough bitching about her, I wish I had things to bitch about :( I would soon, don't be disheartened, dear reader :) Nobody can hide from me /wahaha

So leaving the bitch aside, yes, romantic songs. I'm not a BIG Romantic you know. I like to think that true love comes only from your family and then friends and before these two it comes from yourself but sometimes the last one that I've mentioned here takes time to come.

Shit, I went into philosophy! My bad. So I am not a Big Romantic and I gave a chance to romantic songs and well, they make me uneasy. I've never been in love, right? Countless crushes, infinite likes but not ONE person I can say, 'Dude, I think I'm in love'.. Yea I pretend my ex-crush is all that but he's just a crush. An ex-crush to add the details and I'm a girl, I thrive on drama :D (Sorry, girls I'm accepting this in open)

So Romance Songs, especially the ones I'm listening to right now are making me feel ticklish /shocked. Snuggly enzymes in me are kickin' in and I'm feeling bad I don't have a big enough huggable teddy bear. and the aforesaid has not even been gifted to me (ever) I think every girl in the world has a snuggly teddy bear but me and cute heart shaped chocolates and greeting cards and cute pens and head bands and a cup saying, 'Best Girlfriend' and a pendent of his initial and a small keepsake to carry everywhere. But Me. Like look at this image below, anime it is but atleast the feelings are true. Oh I forgot the phone calls. Everyone gets phone calls and cute texts. But Me



It was the worst decision of my life to give Romantic songs a chance. They Suck. Oh dear, Adam Lambert, Ke$ha, Michael Jackson, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Poets of the Fall, et al I'm switching my playlist to thee

Should I shout? Should I scream? Maybe I'm craving for Ice Cream. Times like these I believe in songs like 'Love The Way You Lie - Eminem ft. Rihanna' and 'Your Love is a Lie - Simple Plan' /wahaha

No Love for Today. Just Next Time

Currie /bye

Wednesday, January 12

Bantai, Boumai and the lovely unspoken words of Hindi

"Bantaiz!"
"Boumaizz!"
"Kya Haal!"
"Dhinchak!"

If all of them or one among them has found its way to your vocabulary or heart, welcome to BAMBAI :D Bantai & Boumai, these words are so adorable I could easily use them in my daily jargon.. only if I could. It would be similar to calling the Havaldar, Pandu to his face and any annoying person Haramkhor. Bantai and Boumai, both really mean FRIEND :) and because these words are so cute, the meaning for me goes up be being good friends!


"That girl is sucha bitch" one would make faces & say but "Kya hai bey Kutiya Saali!" has its own amazing punch and fun to it. You say the word by yourself, RIGHT NOW and judge which one among the two comes from the heart :) 98% I'm guaranteeing say 'latter' the other 2% are lying ;)

Yes, we ARE Greatly influenced by the Britishers and Hallucinated by English.. par Hindi ka toh break banta hai yaar!

Toh chill maar & Hindi mein vartalaap sehat ke liye accha hota hai :)

Agli baar tak,
currie! /bye

Sunday, January 2

How To Lie

Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right.  ~Henry Ford




The quote itself is so frigging smart ass! You can lie or you shouldn't lie. It's not that you shouldn't lie, you can lie only it should be truthful enough. Confusing? Naah, not really! I'll explain


Lies are like fashion and clothes, you need to pull it off even if it's rags and all it requires is correct EDITING, PLOT and of course- Narration! Confidence is the key. Shahrukh lied about his k-k-k-k-k syndrome, look what he is now K-K-K-K-KING KHAN!


Analyzing the situation if lying is necessary. You can Lie for good also (saving your burning bum is the bonus) For Instance, your girlfriend makes food for the first time for you and it sucks. You don't tell her it sucks, you 'ummm' until she discovers her hideous culinary skills and then you promise her that next time you will help her to cook. LOVE DOUBLED!


Lying is good sometimes. :)


For regular lying situations these are the Points to Remember:


1. Before lying, take 2minutes to create and revise your story and also think about general questions that you might be asked. If time permits set your characters straight and call them up to tell them about the situation & their role if you're dealing with strict guys.


2.  Don't go overboard!


3. Keep some element of truth so that you are sure of the things that are true. This will help you during questioning


4. Time is important. Induce elements like, 'loss of petrol, long line and stupid slow trains' if your story is not running parallel to your time lapse.


5. Don't lie all the time for every stupid thing you do. You might mix up your stories & come on ya, have a life.


6. Confuse them. Even if things happened one after other, increase dialogues and mix another situation


7. Have fun, authors are best liars. If you can lie & not get caught- your lie was worth it.


This was a really funny post and I don't lie. Just, not all the time. ;)


Have Fun!


Until Next tym,


Currieberried /bye [Professional Liar whose got a family of Lawyers]